MEET MR GAY SA
Cape Town’s Charl van den Berg was crowned Mr Gay South Africa late last year amid a flurry of controversy, thanks in part to some solo porn pictures published on a local gay adult site. The 28 year old Bloemfontein-born restaurant manager has been unrepentant, but the furore has led some to ask, is Charl a role model or is the entire Mr Gay SA pageant irrelevant? We got to know more about the man behind the fuss…
When did you first come out?
I first came out about four years ago, but I obviously knew that I was attracted to guys a while before that, even though I tried to deny it. It was pretty tough for me as it took me a while to come to accept myself for who I am. Coming from a religious Afrikaans background, it’s not the easiest thing. I just got tired of living a double life, straight to some people and gay to others. When I moved to Cape Town [after living in Bloemfontein and then Jeffreys Bay] it made it easier for me to simply just be who I am, right from the start.
Why do think so few gay men of colour took part in the Mr Gay SA pageant?
I know the invitation was out there. I also know that the organisers went out of their way to attract more entrants of colour as they wanted the competition as representative of the entire LGBTI community as possible. I think it boils down to the fact that it’s still tricky to be a gay man of colour in Africa and to be out in the open. I have personally spoken to a few gorgeous men of colour and they were not prepared to get themselves so out there in the public arena. We can just look at the recent events in Uganda, and also some of the hate crimes in our own country towards gay women of colour. Even though we have come a long way in SA, being gay is still a big taboo in some cultures, which makes it difficult. Hopefully the success of this year’s event and the fact that Iggi Mnisi [the 2nd Runner-Up] did so well and stood proud as an African man will change this in the future.
What would you do to help things along in that regard?
I think that the Mr Gay South Africa pageant has already taken a huge step forward. The second runner up is a man of colour. I told Iggy after the finale that I was so proud of him and that he had broken down a wall by simply being who he is and entering the competition. Who knows, maybe next year we will have a Mr Gay South Africa of colour!
How do you think you are able to represent such a diverse community?
It’s most definitely a big challenge. You could never fully understand a person’s experience unless you have actually lived it yourself, but you can try to gain some insight. I worked for a NGO for a few months while I was living in Jeffreys Bay, called The Joshua Project. We worked with kids on the street, to rehabilitate them back into their homes. So being based in the township and seeing life from that perspective you do gain some sense of what it must be like living in the townships, although not the whole picture I guess. The only way for me to represent the entire community is to live and learn, be honest to myself, my beliefs and to draw from the experiences of other greats such as Zachie Achmat, Judge Cameron and so on. But one thing is for sure, I am committed to this challenge and I will do my very best to make a difference for us all.
In your opinion, what are the most pressing issues facing the gay community in South Africa?
Most certainly HIV/Aids. Even though steps have been taken to help the situation, a recent survey shows that South Africans are dying younger and in greater numbers every year. We are far from having a victory over HIV/Aids and I don’t think there can ever be enough said and done to help promote responsible sex and sex education in our country. Thank goodness our new government is doing something more drastic about it – a step in the right direction. Other issues such as homophobia, hate speech, violence against gay men and women are all important. We have a long way to go and I’m looking forward to tackling some of these issues.
There’s been some negative publicity about your nude pictures. Do you regret having done them now?
No. I have made a public statement to present my side of the story.
Would you ever consider doing hardcore porn?
No. I never considered it.
Some question if you are fit to be a role model for the gay community because of those pictures? How would you respond?
I would say that they should try to get to know me better before they judge my character or ability to be a role model. I proved to them that just because I did a nude photo shoot, it didn’t make me less of a person. My heart is in the right place, my commitment is known and the coming year will prove that I am willing and able to play an important role in the community. I will represent the entire LGBTI community as far as possible.
How does your family feel about the pictures? Did they know about them before this all came out in the press?
They are my family and family stick together – no matter what. They might have been a bit surprised, but they respect my decisions as a grown man. I’m still their grandson, son, brother, cousin and friend.
Did you learn anything from the experience?
What I gained from this experience was a wider perspective and greater understanding about a section of our society which is often misunderstood, and therefore pre-judged by those who feel they know better. I have learned in my life that you cannot judge unless you have walked in the same shoes as those whom you judge. And if you do judge, then it is usually out of your own insecurities or fears.
Do you think gay men are too obsessed with sex, pornography and hooking up on dating sites? Are we too promiscuous?
I think too much emphasis is put on GAY men here! It’s part of that prejudice that put us in a bad light. Yes, gay men like having sex, and yes they like watching porn and yes they are on dating sites etc, but so is the straight community! It’s not as if there are no straight dating sites or no straight sex happening. Goodness, that’s how gay men are born! [Laughs] Maybe we are a bit more outspoken about it because we have gained the confidence to speak out, but I definitely do not think it’s because we are gay.
How much competition was there between the contestants? Was there any bitchiness?
Well, from the beginning there was such a great sense of brotherhood instead of competition. We all got along from the start and I think we all realised that just being there was such an honour. Obviously, after the cruise and the rehearsals and photo shoots and lack of sleep you do tend to become a bit edgy, but that’s natural.
Give us some gossip! Are you aware of any of the finalists hooking up with one another? Did you?
I plead the fifth! [Laughs]
What does it mean to be Mr Gay SA?
I think for our community it means a lot. Mr Gay South Africa is someone that can relate to everybody within the greater gay and lesbian society, no matter what your situation, or background or status. I believe that he should be somebody who speaks without condemnation, and who chooses to uplift and support those around him in whatever their endeavours.
mr gay south africa. hey, he seems a nice guy! congrats and i’m sure he will be a worthy mr gay sa – his responses to the questions were intelligent and sincere.
Great guy. This guy sounds great! His responses were so thoughtful and intelligent, and I think he’ll be a great model for diversity in South Africa. Good luck!
Good luck in Oslo!. Great interview, we hope you do very well in Oslo!
Bad bad teeth… Close your mouth my friend…
i agree____-ghmf!!!!! realy mr gay SA material
Mr Gay SA!!. Well done I hope that you will do well in your upcoming events.
Please could somebody tell me why did the colour issue have to be brought into his interview ,was it needed.I am a gay man of colour and I am sick of the colour issue that is always asked to the white community, could we please move on already !!!!!!
MCummpuppy. Ijust would like to comment on the remarks of the reader,”wy must colour always be brought in” ,that was he comment-Cummpuppy.Well all I can say to him ,if he got a problem with himself as a “coulerd “, he needs to move on and except he is different.
Groan. Beauty queens (and the question about the ‘reign’ of this one implies even the interviewer knows Mr Gay SA is little more than a beauty contestant) need to accept that they are not “scholarship winners”; they are there to “look pretty” (whatever that means in any one moment).
Also, it is a simple point but really, if you want to know what “gays of colour” (!) think, ask them, stop printing the impressions of white men about Black people. The answers to the query about the absence of Black participants in the contest can therefore not be gained from the eventual white South African winner: that’s like asking George Bush I why the Iraqis didn’t just surrender their weapons when the American military invaded in the first Gulf War, and then taking his explanation as THE explanation such that you never have to consult the Iraqis themselves for their varied responses.
And if we’re going to give this much air-time to a beauty contestant, what I think is the Top Billing-ification of real life, can we not try to muddy the bottled water with attempts to make him politically relevant? His ‘ideas’, as expressed in this interview, are in no way politically informed or informative.
Congratulations to him on winning a beauty contest, but I think the remarks generalising from Uganda to Africa reveals infinitely more about his investment in middle class white South African queer ideas about local Black people, Africanity, the continent, and the commodified notions of sexuality which dominate the local public domain.
Amen to that!!!
True beauty lies within. Hey Charl. Well done on winning the title. I honestly can not think of a better, more sincere and down to earth guy to have won the title. It’s not your looks, but all your attritubes that makes you so damn irresistible. It’s once a person gets to know you that the true beauty is seen. Keep on smiling and keep on being Charl. Good luck in Oslo and enjoy your trip to NY! I hope to see you again very soon when I visit Cape Town.
MR GAY SA???????????. I am realy disgusted!!!
this is not a mr gay SA!!!
there were guys that were way hotter and with more brains.
but on the other side I guess it didnt surprise me that he “won” because he slept with all the hideous old men that organized the pageant including the judges…..
jezaz its a disgrace – and now he has to keep our gay comunity’s name up high??
i dont think so!!!!!!!!
Laughable. Your comment is laughable. Were you at the final? Were you on the cruise with the finalists?
Then you will know better.
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Terrible. This guy is a slightly better than average looking idiot who is way outta his league. He is just proliferating stereotypes of the gay community. Should be voted off the island!
WHAT!!!!!!!. This dude is revolting!!!!
u for real?????/ is this dude mr gay sa????
lol its a joke!!!!
Charl vd Berg. Charl is hot – those pics are bad – if you meet him in real life you will swoon. And a personality to match.
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